^{I dont know what is trying to be said to me, if it's a sign or payback or a note to get into check... but Ive been Jynxed!!! FIRST I got a ZERO as a test grade in history because i didnt make up some homework ((HOMEWORK.. I didnt know it was atest!)) from when I was in ICU. SECOND My Doctors are on my back getting bloodsugars(aka bs) from me after the "incident".... THIRD My computer diesd on me...EVERYTHING had to go away when I did a system restore. I had some files of which i wanted to keep... in fact I had a bunch!!!! NOW I accidentally deleted my buddy list, and there is no way I can keep up with my 187 sns i have on that list so I WANT MY BUDDY LIST BACK!!!!!}  :evil:

^{I find myself asking "What in the world did i do to you? huh? why are you doing this oh mighty power of bloodsugars and computers!?"  You could imagine how freaked out I was when my computer died on me.  It like having you kid be killed and then you getting the news after work.  I was so distrought! I wanted to shoot something or someone right then and there! or at least do some kickboxing or anything, I needed to get my mind off of my comp... instead I sat there and stared at my blank monitor and dead computer and ate some cheese.  It was pitiful. but now Im working on updating my comp although there are things I know that I wont get back... like cds i put on my comp that i got from my friends, or my missing cds... downloaded things..... awesome pic files.... i dont know how im gonna cope with my buddy list..... My game files! wait, I hadnt thought of that NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!&nbs p; DAMN IT!}

^{Im gonna go install my empty games now... all that hard work...and nothing! :(}

^{...*sniffle*  -Paige}

Anyway! Ive been in the hospital for the past couple days in ICU...god that sucked.  I dont know how Im going to catch up in school.  3rd week ive missed 3 days of school and! I missed TESTS! Im so screwed. One of my endos. want me to go into counseling... I JUST WANT TO PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS THIS YEAR..... is that too much to ask?!?!?  ok then!

I thought you guys might enjoy seeing what I was up to so I put it below. Obviously Blogging has slowed down for me, school has started and the only class I like is Yearbook...thats really the only reason I bother staying the full 7 periods, to get to 5 and 6th. I remember the good 'ol days where I could slack and rip out my insulin pump and say "I ran into a doorknob and it was pulled out" and they'd believe me ((or they didnt)) and I could call my mother almost everyday and get picked up at 4,5, ot 6 period all the time. Now I must stay. I dont care If Im 29 ((bloodsugar)) I will NOT go to the clinic/offic. I hate them, they hate me. When I think school I think of yearbook.... I think during the day about sales and I have no idea what I will be like by the end of the year. Im actually looking forward to the work though. Anywho. Im off to do my homework for dekozan last minute.... history. Dont be surprised if You dont see me blog as often. Ill try to keep you updated. Later!

-Paige